HONEST ME

I am a son, a brother, a grandfather, a nephew, a cousin, a friend,an uncle, a father, a young boy and a grown man. I am confident, scared, terrified and excited. I am loving, caring and thoughtful. I am hopeful. I am sick and tired. I am shy and friendly. I am careful and careless. I am broken and whole. I am misunderstood, misguided and mislead. Kinky & sexual yet modest. Sarcastic yet sincere. I am hard working and determined, but a little scared on the inside. I wish on stars and dream my dreams. I pray to my Gods and cry my tears. I smile on the outside, while I'm dying on the inside. I listen to others who won't listen to me. I walk on eggshells and I walk on fire. I believe in passion. I love you and I push you away. I want you but not so close until I know you completely. I am everything and nothing all at once. And all I want is for you to Love Me