Sunday, November 1, 2009

FORGOTTEN

There comes a time when one has to look openly at there life & see the truth. I am a man who has not done that for a while. I am to a point destitute, without hope, says alot coming from a person who believes they have always been optimistic beyond reason at times. I suffer from PTSD & it has never been an issue until late. I am about to become homeless, i have done everything i know possible legally to get a job & become a productive part of society. It amazes me that for all i have done for my country that it is so easy for them to forget me. I made one conciuos, moral decision that did not agree with there poilitcal view & i was disavowed, forgotten, just another pawn in there ploy to gain what they need without any consideration for what is right--the proper & just thing to do. As vague as this sounds, the ones to whom this refers to know--i know you are watching-reading--see all i say--to you i say simply this--FUCK YOU. I will always do what is moral & just & if i must become just another ghost in society then so be it--i will never believe i was wrong in my decission--he was a bad man out to do nothing but bring harm to others. He would have still exploited the weak & taken from those who had nothing to give. He was after blood money & i stopped that--to you all i say this is how i stand & will remain--true to the cause, ever avengful to those that oppose fredom as it stands--forget me or i will find you & bring to you that witch u know i can & will. A civilian i am now & seems i will always remain--go your way & leave me or i will find you & bring the lightning you at one time so desired--go your way & leave me or i will come to you as a ghost in the night--the one you trained me to be. Stay your course but leave me be--ho ahhhhhhhhhhhhh.