REMEMBRANCE

There are times i wonder why i have done the things i have done. I look at this beautiful country of mine and wonder what I have fought for. At times risked my life and almost lost it--more than once. TY to the team I call BROTHER-every one of you will live in my memory forever.If not for your bravery i would not be writing this. We are older and long forgotten by our country. We have been called uncaring yet unselfish,devils even--yet the same motherfuckers praised us--hailed us then denied we existed.
TO MY BROTHERS I STILL HAIL OUR NAMES & THANK YOU. LONG LIVE THE MEMORY OF OUR FORGOTTEN NAME--HAIL TO THE- MOON WOLVES--HOOO AAAAA BROTHERS

MY MISSED TEAMS CREDO

NIGHT HOLDS NO FEAR FOR THOSE WHO SLEEP UNDER OUR GODS--
THEY CARRY US ON THERE WINGS WHILE WE WIELD OUR SWORDS--
DEATH COMES TO ALL- WE BRING IT TO THE EVIL WHO HARM OTHERS--
HO AAAA

GRATTITUDE TO GODS

In the dark of night there are things--
They do not exist yet there in my dreams--
Won't come true but I wake up sweating--
My reality however would astound-amaze and destroy a normal mans mind--
I handle it without a care in the world--i can't even flinch--
It is impossible for me not to believe i have a powerful gaurdian existing just for me--
without them i would not.

HONEST ME

I am a son, a brother, a grandfather, a nephew, a cousin, a friend,an uncle, a father, a young boy and a grown man. I am confident, scared, terrified and excited. I am loving, caring and thoughtful. I am hopeful. I am sick and tired. I am shy and friendly. I am careful and careless. I am broken and whole. I am misunderstood, misguided and mislead. Kinky & sexual yet modest. Sarcastic yet sincere. I am hard working and determined, but a little scared on the inside. I wish on stars and dream my dreams. I pray to my Gods and cry my tears. I smile on the outside, while I'm dying on the inside. I listen to others who won't listen to me. I walk on eggshells and I walk on fire. I believe in passion. I love you and I push you away. I want you but not so close until I know you completely. I am everything and nothing all at once. And all I want is for you to Love Me

THE WORLD

Boundaries, borders,rules and controls--
These are the things we are told we need--
They tell us they are needed for our survival--
That without them we are lost--
We must break free from this belief--
We must free our minds from such beliefs--
How else will we know what it is to live.

NEW BEGINNINGS

Honeysuckles in the morning breeze-
Birds singing from trees in the yard--
Glistening dew on the blades of grass--
Flowers opening to a world of wonder--
The sun peaking out from the horizon--
A new thought at the moment you awake.

HEAVEN

The salty taste of her sweat on my tongue--
The feel of her hot breath on my skin--
The soft touch of her hand on my face--
The wonderful smell of her hair--
The look of happiness in her eyes--
The sound of her voice whispering in my ear--
In an instant i would be there.